Indexing Title: MJCABAHUG’s Medical Anecdotal Report [06-2] 

MAR Title:  My Drive 

Date of Medical Observation: FEBRUARY 2006 

Narration

Over the years when I feel burned-out, I’ve been asking myself why am I here?

   Why should I pursue with my training? 

Several times, I am tempted to stop and go home.  Be with my family and be with my children in their growing up years.

I tend to forget the reason why I came in this institution and be part of this department.

Two weeks ago, when I was on a vacation at our place, my sister asked me to examine a nineteen-year-old patient with a stab wound. 

I went to the emergency room and examined the patient.  He sustained a stab wound at the left upper quadrant of the abdomen with omental evisceration.  He had a stable vital signs.

I explained the condition of the patient, the need for an emergency operation and money for the treatment. 

A brother of the patient reacted why I mentioned about money.  I explained further the reality of being treated in a private hospital.

He went out without a word.  The patient’s sister said sorry about her brother’s reaction. 

When their parents arrived, they eventually transferred the patient to a nearby government hospital.

Insights (Physical, Psychosocial, Ethical) (Discovery, Stimulus, Reinforcements)

1.  That patient reminded me of my purpose. I am here to enhance my skills for the betterment of the service I will render to my unfortunate kababayans. 

Should I be able to operate on the patient I should have given my service for free and let them settle only the hospital bill.

2.  Sharing this to you should encourage the first year residents to set a goal for their residency training.  The training is not easy.  You need to find a drive for you to persevere.